Is me

Is me

I wanted to be liked so much
an impulse was to change exterior things

it's my clothes
then they'd like me

it's my possessions
then they'd like me

it's my laugh
then they'd like me

all to realize
the one losing in every scenario
is me.

Embarrassment

Embarrassment 

I need to get over
that sense of embarrassment
from myself
in order to walk
without a hunched back
smile showing my teeth
make eye contact
feel alive!

Sometimes I get so sad

Sometimes I get so sad

Sometimes I get so sad
I don't even know what to do with myself
I can't even cry
for even that's so brave.

Buddy

Buddy

I just want a friend
a true friend that I can do
everything with
say anything to
be anything by
and still be loved.

Confidence

Confidence

I wish I had confidence
as so many people do

confidence to see me
separate from who I am
and to accept both.

nervous

nervous

okay i'm nervous
but isn't everyone at one point in their life
and if they aren't don't they get a bit scared
of the end?

Newton's second law

Newton's second law

Why make music?
for it evaporates into the air
why spend a life dedicated to
what just becomes heat in a millisecond?

because life is more than just what we
can capture with statistics

it's day to day
moment to moment
look to look

it's in the air
just listen.