What's all this

What's all this
even for
what's all this
meant for
what's all this
in a little bit
what's all this
should I just quit
and give up what's started
or jump like a frog
to escape it all
and just be what could be

I hold back

I hold back
I give back
I push forward
it all comes back
the spur of excitement
the thrill of a rush
talking subsides
walking bustling through
then a show
a show just for you
ba da ba doo la ee oh
da dop a dee doo da
zee oh zap a dee wo
I close my eyes
and see you
I hold my breath
and it's just not enough
I hold back
I give back
but it's never enough